today was a good day
i spent my day with one of my friends today. there was a pop up event for one of the games we play... so i decided to invite him. honestly the event felt kind of a scam but i still enjoyed my time.
when we got home though, we decided to play "ready or not" (which had been on my wishlist since it was in beta) it's quite fun! it met my expectations! exceeded my expectations. it's a really enjoyable game if you like guns... military... stuff like that. i don't know, it's a really specific niche. it's not for everyone, but i happen to be in this exact niche, so i'm happy!
we played for 8 hours straight though... i haven't played a game that long in a hot minute. since, you know, i quit gaming a long time ago.
i ate a really good steak today. i like a perfect medium rare. i drank orange fanta. which i adore.
everything sounds very mundane and simple but hm. i still feel thankful for it. it's a good break from my fragile mind considering all of my thoughts recently. i feel content right now.
although i admit i'm still a bit upset at the person i mentioned from yesterday. i have no idea why. but it's their birthday in... about 10 minutes. (yes i'm really that type to wait until 12am to wish someone a happy birthday) i don't wanna be an ass (even if i've been acting upset), so i'll still wish them happy birthday. i still love them... you are a very good friend of mine. i just wish things didn't have to be this way...
everyday i pray that the voices in my head stop thinking that everyone is conspiring against me because i don't like randomly fearing or avoiding people... well. i don't have anything odd to say today. bless up. spread joy